My Journey to Finding Feminine
I am not a tall, thin, beautiful blonde and for much of my life time I thought that is what it meant to be feminine. I dont really like having my nails done, i love being dolled up but only once or twice a year. My beauty is functionality, practicality and efficiency. If my beautifully primed bangs get in my eyes, i dont care where I am going the headband is coming on, the bra is usually coming off and the socks and shoes.... who needs them anyway.
I am proud of who I am, but always longed to be more... feminine.
As I mature, I am learning to be feminine stretches far beyond the classic, materialistic fads, make up, hair, body type etc.
I am beautiful! My curves, my thick dark hair, my big hazel eyes, my authenticity, my independence, my brains, my fiercity.
But is being feminine just beauty or has that been reprogrammed for us to believe such a thing?
Being Masculine is not just about being handsome or trying to dominate, so why should being feminine be so simplistic?!
So here is a list I have started (and you know what, I am sexy and I am feminine!):
Being Feminine does not have to be female
Being feminine is NOT being subordinate
Being feminine is NOT being a maid or house keeper
Being feminine is NOT being a mom
Being feminine is NOT walking or gliding gracefully
Being feminine is NOT talking softly
Being feminine is NOT to impress men
Being feminine is NOT delicate
Being feminine is NOT cheap
Being feminine is NOT weak
Being feminine is NOT uneducated
Being feminine is NOT dismissive
Being feminine is NOT passive
Being feminine is NOT hysterical
Being feminine is divine
Being feminine is power
Being feminine is sexy
Being feminine is self love
Being feminine is leadership
Being feminine is having a voice
Being feminine is emotional
Being feminine is authentic
Being feminine is love
Being feminine is community
Being feminine is to share
Being feminine is foundation
Being feminine is creation
Being feminine is raw
Being feminine is juicy
Being feminine is intuitive
Being feminine is growth
Being feminine is having a voice
Being feminine is strength
Being feminine is acceptance
Being feminine is thought
Being feminine is perserverence
Being feminine is persistence
Being feminine is patience
Being feminine is smart
Being feminine is wild
Being feminine is empowering
Being feminine is rooted
Being feminine is connected
Being feminine comes in all shapes
Being feminine comes in all sizes
Being feminine doesn’t need grooming
Being feminine can be as prim and proper as they chose
Being feminine is opinionated
Being feminine is independent
Being feminine is dependent
Being feminine is a mother
Being feminine is gay
Being feminine is transsexual
Being feminine is self care
Being feminine is boundaries
Being feminine is knowledge
Being feminine is ancestral
Being feminine is a gift
Being feminine is compromise
Being feminine is solution
Being feminine is Passion
Being feminine is ever changing
Feminine out of balance can look like:
Gossip
Jealousy
Spite
These are symptoms of having internalized what being feminine is not. All emotions are gifts and these “uglier” emotions are screaming for change and are showing us the exact culprit that of all that turmoil and our deflating power.
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